i did something funny/bad on thursday and friday
i'm afraid i gotta face the music on monday , might
mean things could change drastically. this will be my last
post on this blog.I dont like it when they read my blog.
not you guys, u guys are cool way cool. new url of course.

if given the choice i will do what i did on thursfri again
i'll do what i want, what i like. i'll try to pick my life up
i'll try to train my arse off like i did. i'll try to recover
from the past. i hope it goes uphill. if my life is boring i'll try
to create excitement , if i fall and they are not there i'll try to
pick myself up. if my back aches up on me i'll try to fight it.

i'll end this beautifully and start another enthusiastically
but for now let me find out why the past week was lived on
without a single reason

its better to have loved and failed then not loving at all.
to have something for someone, to wake up thinking abt
to sleep dreaming of . its BLISS.

another day another friday, how lovely.

i'll be pissing laughing and falling over the chair.

but its still boring
u get my drift?
its abfuckingsolutely boring.
and ive got sch in 30mins time.omf

Hallelujah-paramore.

life's a joke for toying

sailing season begins once more!.'

im still on a losing hand, lost almost 60bucks,
fed-up already, even my bro won 24$/
and that fella is buying a psp slim later.

omg its monday tmr this means agility/lactic.

digressing, sometimes i really give it my all
i stay sane, use my tactical sense in this being
and still end up being confused.

oky. this week is gonna be one harsh week on me.

5 thoughts

1. forgot how to sail?
2. cough
3. confused
4. confused
5. confused.

i've been partying heaps, yea i got bounced outta someones house
last night before i even got there. its a f-uped story but it ended
up with harvard and i getting cosy on the poolside chairs downstairs.

the last party of the season , 50 peeps coming over to my house for
lunch tmr 45 of them i wouldnt know who, 5 of them are cousins.
All i know is that i've got plenty of booze in my house, like 10% liquor
and 90% tiger beer, ive been on a losing hand in blackjack , time to
whip it all up and take it back tmro, fuggin 32bucks. Once i break even
i'll have enough money to go for a haircut and treat myself to a good meal.

will rocket load the pics up, no one was drunk.
dont worry we are well below the alcohol limit.
www.getyoursexyback.sg woohoo!



Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight

dont waste that smile,
u look beautiful /

my bags are packed
i'm ready to go.
with my bike off i go.

tonight, is such a terrible feeling.

okay. solitude

lets not waste another day.

my current mood, not godma's la. mine.

i'm very tired, slept 10 hours in 3 days.
its 1.36am now and i'm not sleepy, i think its insomnia.
ive been left to thinking alot, since i dont have trng.
on thursday someone with great influence and someone whom
i look up to said to me '' they like 180, they love 180''.
i dont know abt this ,but i hope its going in the right direction.

Had dinner with chun and tzeting at marche', for some reason
ive been stepping into vivo daily since thurs. damn funny when she gave
me a lift to pasir ris, imagine her steering the wheel and scrolling through
songs in the ipod, had some doubts man. A 19yo driving camry is just cool.
ive got reunion dinner tmro, hope i win 21 points. Need some cashback

friday was good if not the best , days like these are hard to come by
and i'll give up anything just for it, will chase it will fight it. like a brave warrior.

lets not waste another day okay